December 9, 2012

  • These thoughts

    I really just hate the world right now. And I have no reasonable explanation why. I'm the luckiest girl in the world,  I posses more than what I deserve -more than what I bothered to work for- but this very strong hatred emminating from within me is scary. These dark, dark thoughts coming unbided is frightening me and I don't know what to do about it. I'm angry, confused, emotional and borderline suicidal right now. I'm trying to figure out the source of this ball of negativity while figuring out an outlet and I just don't know.

     

    -Elleareemm