March 26, 2012
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I'm just a kid
Long time no blog. I haven't been able to bring myself to recount my failures.
And I'm not about to. Not yet.
Though, I really just need to get something off my chest before I implode in smithereens. Here goes:
I am beyond furious and frustrated with myself, because for all the maturity I like to think I possess, I am nothing but a child. It literally takes my breath away to admit that. I feel sick to my stomach and there is this bitter taste that persistently lingers in my mouth.
I am not an adult, I am no where near being one. Because adults don’t give up or just sit around twiddling their thumbs; they plow through hardships.
But here’s my resolution; I plan to continue on with all that I’ve got until the end. Hopefully by the end, I can gain enough self respect to look in the mirror again.
-Elleareemm
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