February 4, 2011

  • Believe

    in yourself

     

    I have to keep reiterating that to me. There's so much doubt going on, and it has largely to do with the fact that I do not have confidence in my capabilities, as I feel as though I haven't lived to my full potential. I am specifically speaking of school work wise. I get so fixated in the wrong things that I do, that I get surprise with the marks/feedback I get.

    It is good to hear feedback especially from instructors though. For example, last night, I had my clinic evaluation, I was very frantic and by the end of it, I though I'd be lucky if I'd get a 70%, to my surprise, after hearing a lot of phrase from my instructor and a few constructive criticism, it turns out that I knew what I was doing since I managed to score 91%. 

     

    I just have to learn to own what I do and fake it til I make it, and until I can properly say that I am good at it.

     

    -Elle Are Emm