October 7, 2011

  • "Excuse me, can you bra fit me?"

    YEAHP! and I said that all grown-woman like! laughing and I've survived UNSCATHED! 

    First and foremost, Father Dear is now home for a couple of days! YEEEYYY!!!!! heart  . I shouldn't have blogged and browsed the web at 2-3AM this morning because I ended up sleeping in and missing my morning class! Which was okay I guess, at least I was able to see Father when he came home. So to my afternoon class then the original plan of getting my hair redone with MF failed, hence I took the time to just go ahead and bra shop. 

    After having entered the Adult Store the other day, it somehow gave me the courage to get over my irrational crippling fear of undergarment shopping. I kid you not, for some reason, I thought it was easier, and less embarrassing to browse dildos and vibrators among other things than it is to peruse around a store full of under things. 

    Yes, my 20th year of life is within the horizon, yet I have not properly bought my own underwear until this day. I actually don't even know my proper bra size. So instead of shopping online like I had planned too, I toughened up and decided to visit a store to get fitted. So after school, off to the mall I go, diverted to the washroom across the hall from the store, felt silly, composed myself and in I went. I somehow got the nerve to ask the clerk to fit me, once she did I proceeded ahead, though she did fail since her measurements where wayyy off. 

    With so many colours, types and designs it made me realize that all my undergarments are boring. I guess I'm more of a comfort-practical type of girl since I see no reason to buy flower/animal/polka dot prints that would easily be seen through my shirts. Towards my mini shopping spree, when I looked at my choices compare to what the store had to offer, I did decide to vary my pickings a little and opted out for a few not-so-plain undergarments. 

    It is very liberating and exhilarating to be able to do this by my own! Also, I don't know if it's just the initial excitement of getting this irrational fear over with, but I kind of want to go back and purchase more! silly

    I congratulated me by treating myself to a meal in the food court. I've always been that girl who would rather shop on her own, but I didn't realize how alone I was until I received a text from ate DP asking who was accompanying me, when I said no one, she promptly replied said she could have offered me company had I asked. I didn't really get the point of shopping as a group activity. To be honest, I would rather be left to my own devices to choosing and taking as long or as short a time as I need. 

    So that's basically my day, plus watching a few episode of the Mentalist, which could be addicting if I care enough to follow the series, and Fighter in Kuya's brand new LCD tv. 

     

    -Elle Are Emm